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THE NIGHT

  The night time has been a significant part of my life, filled with happy moments, sad moments, and scary moments. However, my childhood was marked by a very scary event that made me afraid of the night time. Whenever the dark time approached, I wanted it to end as soon as possible. I hated the night time, and I would hide myself from it. My insecurities and fears were magnified during the night time, and I would cry myself to sleep, terrified by my own memories. For a long time, I allowed my fear of the night time to control me, and I would hide from it, not wanting to face the memories of the monster that haunted me. It was a difficult time in my life, and the memories of those dark times still haunt me to this day, even though I am now in my 20s. my fear of the night time persisted, and I would experience nightmares and feel sick or heartbroken after a night of restlessness. People often asked me why I didn't go out at the night, why I didn't sleep at night, but I couldn...

HAPINESS

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  Happiness is a state of mind that every human being wants to achieve in their life. People often have their own definition of happiness and they spend their entire life chasing it. From childhood, I have always wanted to be happy and thought that if I make friends in school, study more, listen to my parents, don't cry, get a job, and earn more money, I will be happy. However, I realized that in this constant pursuit of happiness, I lost my true self and the purpose of my life. I was always trying to be perfect and prove myself to others, which only left me feeling exhausted and unfulfilled. I realized that happiness is not about what people think about me, it's about what I think about myself. It's about how I treat myself and how I live my life every day, not just about achieving some ultimate goal in life. Last summer, I decided to find the answer to what happiness really means to me, and I discovered that it's only me who can make me happy. Happiness is a state of ...